all i do is stay up til 5am sleep til 3pm sit in my house all day then i go out for 2 hours and pretend i have friends then i drive around aimlessly for hours listening to music and overthinking each and every memory that comes to my head when certain songs come on and then i park my car, cry, and drive back home just to repeat the same thing. it’s been like this for fucking weeks now. im tired of being like this. I want everything to be how they used to.